You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cos there's nothing between you and your dreams.
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath is harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
l'amore eterna rgge <3
Friday, November 13, 2009 12:57 AM
RG ARTS FEST OWNS MAN! <3Today was freaking awesomee.
Okay in the morning I was super depressed that I wouldn't watch teachers band. But seriously rgge, your hyperness and amazingness changed my mood altogether. We all suddenly got so hyper, and despite all the screwed rehearsals, we ACED it yall. Love you guys loads.
And I know that when I smiled tonight, it wasn't fake it was genuine. There's so many things I wanna say (like how cool the Ms Ruth Ling 'girl' is :D) but I don't have time right now..
So I'll just say one thing:
Everything is okay in the end, if its not okay its not the end.
Day1 was awesome, but you and I both know Day2 is gonna be awesomer. Let's give it all we got darlings :D LOVE YALL <3
Arts festttt
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:44 PM
ohmygosh i just watched rinson's performance on bvg. he got injured pretty bad on his lip and kept shouting 'continue the music, i'll dance'! gosh..on the eve of arts fest, it just teaches you what being performer is all about man! whoa.
don't think i can update tmr considering that we'll get home really late... see how if i can squeeze time :)
Runaway with my heart
8:48 PM
Ohmygee I'm listening to wherever you will go and thinking about how damn good teachers' band is gonna sound singing it :( Apparently lidia and gang heard mr toh singing it that day and i can assure you 200% he sounded AWESOME on it without even listening :(( ohno there i go into depression again..
If I could, then I would go wherever you will go... but I can't :(( Lame right? HAHAH
What hurts the most is being so close and havin' so much to say (Much to say) And watching you walk away.. Ahh why does everything fit? HAHAHA OMG this is bad :(
And now what makes a man.. I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry DARN.
And now that's what friends are for.. ohmygod this is terribleeeee.. he sang it for 205 i think last time :((( okay my itunes is being MEANNN to me... fantastic now wonderwall :( damn it
But for starters, I will SURELY cry during no boundaries so better not go uhoh hahahah
All the way rgge <3
5:37 PM
HELLOO WORLD :D probably last post before artsfest. TOMORROW! Whoa hard to believe..Well.. she replied but we still can't go for teachers band :( Nevermind! We can always ask Mr Larry to get the entire gang to guest star at guitar nite next year righttt? :D AND ENCORE NO BOUNDARIES OHMYGEE.
Look at my life friends.. the various phases I go through.
- Excitement
- HYPERventilation
- Depression
- Denial
- Self-consolation...
Target goal?: Acceptance (someday, someway soon i hope hahah)
Ohwell, I'll depend on YouTube and FB; but I don't mind if anyone wants to help me video :D Eheheh
I'll be internally, externally, vertically, horizontally, diagonally grateful to you! :D :D :D If that's even possible heh. But really! :)
You can just spam my email, I'd prolly send you a bouquet and chocolates and a teddy bear in return :D Now, I know you want that teddy bear.
(It is at this point in time that I want to apologize, I'm sorry, I have officially lost it altogether.
TOMORROW IS ARTS FEST DAY 1! ZOMG! :O Scaryzx! hahah. Yknow I have this queasy feeling that teachers read my blog. It's scary really... maybe i shouldn't blog about teachers. But i mean come on, school is all i have going on right now.. So I blog about it luh, makes sense what, right? Hahah and I have a 'only good stuff (fangirling included) policy' lol so yay :D (Can you tell, I sound absolutely out of my mind eheheh)
Ohwell, I'll depend on YouTube and FB; but I don't mind if anyone wants to help me video :D Eheheh
I'll be internally, externally, vertically, horizontally, diagonally grateful to you! :D :D :D If that's even possible heh. But really! :)
You can just spam my email, I'd prolly send you a bouquet and chocolates and a teddy bear in return :D Now, I know you want that teddy bear.
(It is at this point in time that I want to apologize, I'm sorry, I have officially lost it altogether.
TOMORROW IS ARTS FEST DAY 1! ZOMG! :O Scaryzx! hahah. Yknow I have this queasy feeling that teachers read my blog. It's scary really... maybe i shouldn't blog about teachers. But i mean come on, school is all i have going on right now.. So I blog about it luh, makes sense what, right? Hahah and I have a 'only good stuff (fangirling included) policy' lol so yay :D
Just went to my new physics tutor's place. He seems pretty good, I should mention, ex-RI boy HAHAH. Ego clash much? No luh jk nothing wrong with being from RI. we're all gonna be RI girls someday :P hahah.
I've got rhythm is stuck in my head right now! Oh and before I forget we (i.e. guitar) had a really awesome session with Mr Rosa from Pascoe Vale Girls' College. Jazz guitar is ultimatum awesomes man! Although the solo-ing was NERVE-WRECKING man. But he was so encouraging and positive, and I think that was exactly what we needed before tomorrow :)
Okay after arts fest must settle:
Sec4 farewell (ICS)
Sec4 farewell (guitar)
RS RS RS RS Ohmygosh (my lit review hanging halfway ohno)
Physics & Math & Chem & Bio
Theory classes
Guitar classes
Just for my reference luh, I'm gonna lose it altogether..
By tmr must get done,
stuff for guitar, ringers and teachers
seniors' photos.
consolidate free days
hmm yup kays
:D
ARTSFEST, HERE I COME :D
let's go rgge, all the way <3
Wherever you will go
12:09 AM
Okay it's confirmed, Teachers Band is from 8.15-9.15. All those lucky people get to watch them while we're at rehearsals at UCC. I'm kind of looking forward to artsfest now; total change of attitude from last time.
But really, this is sad.. WAYYY sad :(
Why does this HAVE to happen! :(( They were rehearsing today in the hall. Darn, I really felt like whiningggg to mr toh today :(( Now I'll never get to see him sing no boundaries. I was thinking of passing my handy cam to yufei but there's still nothing comparable to watching all this live.. COMEON GRAND FINALE IS NOBODY OKAY! HAHAH And mrs anis is gonna be there rightttt! SOO, we should stay till she's free :D
Okay i really dont know why im so psyched over this luh. I might be going a bit cuckoo up there but ohwells, there's nothing like moshing or the whole school going crazy to teachers band.
And then I started thinking about what if I'd never come to rgs and I never knew about them.. Then I'd live life with no regrets. But no.. here I am, still holding on to that tiny hope that we'd get to watch this..
I shall try my luck emailing Mrs Anis and see what she says..
Please please please please god!
HeartAche on Wheels
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 10:04 AM
Ms Ng just broke my heart that teachers band is from 8-9 on thursday! :'( UNFAIRRRAll we'll get to see is like teachers rocking out from the frosty glass panes of the bus. Heartache on wheels much? *sniffles* okay I need to shutup.
But jokes aside I'm soo shocked about mr Larry. I had this bad feeling something was going to happen to him :(( so scary!
But this can't happen :(( BLAH I shall go ask mr d. Or there's always.. Okay no I won't consider that possibility.
I saw a lot of interesting sights ytd. Like this guy skidded on his bike cos of the wet road and he presumed it was because of the car driver too close to him. He freaking flicked him without a second thought man! :O
And a certain someone was walking around eating chocolate yesterday. And I walk out of school to see a toddler wearing purple doing the exact same thing. Exact same expression. HAHA. It was so funny! The other pedestrians must have thought I was mad. But it is funny when coincidences happen.
I wanna go for teachers band! :( More than I wanted to go for My Chemical Romance. Hah. There we go. Read my dec 07 posts and you'll know how crazy I was and how crazy I am!
My Sister's Keeper
Monday, November 09, 2009 8:46 PM
AHHH Watched My Sister's Keeper today! Awesomee show! I cried bucketloads over it. Vicky and I were practically having a sniffles orchestra down there. And the teachers were rightt behind us! :O but who cares!! It's a beautiful movie! And then went for batch lunch at the food court and later for dessert at Macs! And CCA at school -.-
Was quite okay luh like all the lamee jokes about how PDQ Bells suddenly became the Abi song.. I was fascinated. Maria is fascinating lol Ohwells.. the HEY and the YEAH is awesome!! Love yall loads! :)
I'm trying to sort out schedules right now... CoNfUsInG!! I mean there's guitar, physics tuition, math tuition, guitar classes, _____'s guitar lessons ROFL ;)
And who on EARTH is _______... SCARY MAN! MY TAGBOARD D:
My mom is the awesomezx man! She's willing to ferry me from school to UCC by 1.15 so that I can watch Teachers Band in the event that it clashes :D I LOVE YOU MOMMY! Hahahah thats what I texted her after the movie. Noo idea why. I am randommm!
Dont think ill get time to blog in time to come :(
How does life go on?
Sunday, November 08, 2009 4:13 PM
Doesn't help to feel both at the same time does it?
I mean why is everything I'm doing so freaking screwed up and everything you do so wonderful?
What did I do to deserve this, or what haven't I done to not deserve what you have?
How do you feel special and wanted and confident even?
Why do you have to leave? And why now? Why not some other day?
Do you remember?
Friday, November 06, 2009 5:29 PM
Quite fun luh! There was CCA Handover Ceremony followed by the Sec4 teachers and their classes on stage.. They all looked so happy and all; and i bet the seniors probably got a heart to heart talk with their FTs and CLETs. And the graduation song which was quite nice and school songs and school cheers and all.. And then they played Graduation Song by Vitamin C and I realised that a whole lot of seniors started crying. I nearly did too! And I'm not even graduating! Like Mr Choo said, goodness knows what I'll be like at this time of next year! I don't even want to think about leaving RGS. I mean we all do procrastinate, but there is a special connection we feel to this place when we walk through those gates every morning happy or sad, sleepy or hyper. And leaving all that you've known for four whole years of your life and going away is hard. Of course rgs is made of its people not just bricks and mortar, but when you walk through that hallway you can feel the vibes of the people who've been there. And I'll miss the teachers too..
And I haven't taken enough pictures! HAHAHAH I'm trying to break the emo spell and sound a bit more bimb (and fail drastically heh) I realised when I saw a whole bunch of seniors approaching teachers for photos and all. And people camwhoring like there's no tomorrow hahah :) Ohwells but I still don't want to be Sec4. I don't want to hit my senior year. I don't want to have to leave this place and all the wonderful people. I want this life today and forever, just the way it is. I wouldn't mind if everything ended this way, right here right now. Cos if not I know that I'll never be able to live life without regrets. Ohno there I go again with my crapload of nonsense.
Gaahh anyway yeah then went to deliver Physics papers with Charmaine. The 314 thing was EMBARASSING!! jeez -_-
Ohyeah times of your life is actually quite nice. Mr toh, mr Larry and all the sec4 teachers were singing it today. I swear to god the words can make me cry buckets in the state I'm in right now. And it's soo sweet how Ms doreen tan said 'We wish all your dreams will come true' That has got to be the sweetest thing ever, really! And Mrs Hoo's little story and all, it was extra special.. And I wonder how our graduation will be. Yet I don't want it to come..
Gosh ArtsFest week is coming right up! I'm determined to make this a blast somehow, someway. Total change of attitude don't you think.. hahah.. We owe so much to Ms Goh man! She was telling us that day about how performing is really about passing your energy on to the audience... gosh it reminded me so much of Michael Jackson (well and someone else but I shant say who :))
Some people inspire really.. Others just deserve to expire -.- (ANTICLIMAX HAHAHAH)
Two Words: Teachers' Band
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 10:26 PM
OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH
OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH
OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Got that off Rgswebsite!!! And TEACHERS BAND IS SINGING
No boundaries!!!!, Wherever You Will Go, What Hurts the Most
Wonderwall; I'm Yours; Sk8terboi; You Belong With Me
Nobody!!
This is like my ipod please!!! :D
OMFG for some reason I had this mental image of Mr Toh singing no boundaries that day.. now i REALLY hope and pray that comes true man! OMFG!!! I really really wanna be there! okay I sound like I'm fangirling but its gonna be damnn awesome and we'll only be around from 8.30 to 11! AHHH Im going to go freaking crazy! I'll cry if I dont get to watch man! I mean I've sacrificed enough for ArtFest; Cmon not this!
I think Teachers Band is TOTALLY AWESOMEZX! People are gonna give me the 'ooooooooh' look but I don't care; they are amazing!
I'm just gonna hope and pray that we cant leave without Mr Larry & Mrs Anis and therefore, HAVE TO WATCH THIS!!
Hold On
3:56 PM
Monday was class karaoke which was suuper last minute. When we got to the actual place we realised that we were like one of the only classes that wasn't in costumes or props -.- which is quite a pity cos a lot of people in 307 can actually sing (like Gi Won)!! :D Tsktsk we could have possibly owned it if we actually prepared like a day or two beforehand ._. 309 was ace with Beat It and Smrithi as MJ!! AWESOMEZX SONG! And 301's stunts were pretty cool too! :) didn't have any teacher specialities like last year though cos Mr De Souza and Mrs J were judges. Hahah darn we couldve just asked for an encore of Girlfriend from Mr D :P Genre? YouTube hits Hahahahah it's such a classic together with class karaoke from last year hehe
Then Tuesday was a fulldress at UCC. The place is super pretty and getting down a nice air conditioned coach with your shoulder bag and guitar case you'd feel like you're checking into a posh hotel hahahah. Really! And the dressing room mirrors are suuper glam! Hahah everyone was being so amused.
But of course, not everyone in your life likes to see you cheerful carefree or smiling just every once in a while do they? Some people just discredit their actual duty and decide to take it out on us if something goes wrong. Cannot stand the stinking attitude. And i swear to god it's going to be one helluva ride at the end of next year.
To those people who keep telling me not to be stressed, thanks for the concern really :) Ill try to work on it but it's going to emotional turmoil if I hold it all inside. I'm quite an emotional person, like. So I just take some things to heart when they really should be in one ear and out the other. I mean some people chide you for every damn thing you do and accuse of not being responsible and then start being so saccharin sweet to their darlings it stings you really..
And the best part is you can't fight back and you can't say no, I have the right to not give a damn what you say so watch your language or anything like that. All because of this thing called political correctness people have to kowtow to others. It really becomes quite ironic eventually why on earth the word 'correctness' is really there. Is the action really right? Is the sufferance justified.
And most importantly, will there ever be salvation?